Sleep, sick, sutures…

Sorry for the alliteration, I never really grew out of it. I at least leave them out of my speeches.

Do not lecture me when I’m sick and awake after a night of 2 hours sleep which began and ended with hearing screams. I do get grumpy and do not enjoy forcing myself to smile.

If you think the wounds are ugly, imagine how it feels when you put & pull the strings out of me. Having your fandom over my uncle take over mid-process didn’t help either.

Jesus, thank you for switching my nurses.

Stick to the Lord

I heard this song this morning and it woke me up.  It reminded me that my Lord has saved me from indescribable pain and horrors as well as redeemed me from my sins.  Geez, to think he did that for everyone.  Just believe and ask for forgiveness - not hard when you know what he’s gone through on the way to the cross or ON the cross.

I’ll say it, if you spit at me I wouldn’t take it lightly - especially if I had His power. When a “woman” spit at me last, I had to keep smiling & waving because I was on a parade float. Patience pays off — security came to take her away, her pedophile co-worker boyfriend was arrested again, and her husband found out about her affairs with the nasty old man.

How do I know that man is icky? I worked in his office when I was 16 and training for a real-estate license for when I turned 18. I was sick of the old man’s moves/attempts and told my boyfriend (28 yo engineer & fam friend) about him. The boyfriend was sickened because that old man was twice his age. Hmmm… pedo vs. pedo - not good.

This was my first bailing from a job I had and I never regretted it. Lord was and is still by my side. :D

i felt broken this morning.  After a bit of prayer, I was compelled to post this.  :’)

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